ON BEING LAZY AND PLAIN STUPID

Meeting deadlines from time to time is incredibly tedious on my part. I'm not used to being responsible. I'm used to staying up till midnight watching David Letterman and cram everything I'm supposed to accomplish.

Things dramatically changed in my daily routines since I entered AP. It's normal to go home late at night and rush every articles we are required to write. HAY. It's my dream anyway (like what I always say). It's a huge honor to be part of AP and I totally worked hard for it but the transitions that's happening in my routines are practically in need of a major makeover. I need to resettle and prioritize different things at the same time without jeopardizing other responsibilities.

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After the grueling overnight orientation and team building activities we had last Saturday, I'm still not used to the surroundings of the AP office. My nerve cells seem to lose their sanity as the thought of being one of the best and coolest student journalists ever is right under my nose. The oldies are incredibly easy to be with. What more can I ask for anyway?


LOTS.

Apparently, the News Editor position was unexpected. I consider anything that involves news a real pain in the ass. I wanted to oppose on the idea but my tounge slipped to my throat as I let destiny submit to its will. MY GOSHIEST GOSH. I just wish I can do this and I never wanna fail their expectations. Demn it. I think I should ask for St. Jude's help by now.


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That's it for now, I should go home before another deluge hits my powerless shoes.

XIAO!